The Obsession, I mean, Pressure is On

Well, I've realized how I put on 10 extra lbs this winter. Everytime I cook or open the pantry or refrigerator to get Tayshaun a snack, my instinct is to take a bite of whatever I'm cooking or serving him. Unfortuntely I'm having to use every tactic I can think of not to put a cheeto in my mouth (and I don't even really like cheetos). I've never been wasteful and Tayshaun is the King of wasting food so it killed me this morning to throw the remainder of his french toast down the garbage disposal when it would have normally gone into my mouth to settle into an extra pound or two.

I'm justing saying "No"!...but I'm constantly planning my first meal of freedom 'cause I'm STARVING!

My end of the month deadline has changed. I forgot about the Disco theme party that's scheduled before the end of the month. And there is absolutely no way I won't be having extra cheesy, layered nachos, that night!

So....I gotta just take one for the cruise for the next 10 days. Plus, I'm looking out for Tayshaun's best interest. And while on my diet, I've avoided Sno Shacks like the plague, driving alternate routes just to not see one. It's just not fair to Tayshaun! We've been snowie-less for almost a month now and you by September, the Sno Shacks are gone 4-EVER....well, ok until next spring. Good thing Tayshaun forgets that Sno Shack is open again because the temptation isn't so bad if I don't have to watch him order and eat my favorite flavor snowie...pina colada, french vanilla with a splash of cream.

So....after the Disco party there will be no more diet for me until a month before vacation. Hello Sno Shack, nachos, sushi, leftover french toast....ok ok ok. Maybe just the snowies and occasional nachos for the summer. I can always fill up on them in the winter. JK.

Down 10 lbs and still counting. You can do it Yvette. Remember...you will be living in a swimsuit for an entire week, shortly.